What has been interesting these past few months…is that I have been able to put on the biggest smile all year…disguising what was truly felt within. Don’t get me wrong, this year has been a relatively good year. I would say more good than bad. At one point, I had no desire to complain. Although, at the beginning of the year my great-grandmother had a severe stroke causing her to be paralyzed on her right side, not being able to speak or digest food. She is 94 years old and that happened to her, but fortunately, God so fit to allow her to stay around a bit longer and she is doing fine…progressively getting better…as better can be for most people her age. Next there was the decease of my God-mother…which just occurred recently…came as a shocker…but nonetheless, I truly know that she is now in heaven. She was such a great woman, full of life, smiled all the time and always made me feel special every time she came around. I’m really going to miss her. Outside of those troubled waters…I can’t say that there has been much hardship for me this year…thank the Lord! I pray that it is that way going into the next year.
Fortunately, I have achieved some great successes this year, traveled many of places, met tons of people, received a another promotion at work and experienced things I never really thought that I would…(i.e. skydiving) I knocked one thing off my bucket list…that’s for sure.
Although, I have experienced all these things…I cannot say that I have had many people to share those experiences with. It would be nice to have someone to share my highs and my lows with…but only in God’s time.
